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Te Kotahitanga : New Zealand

2011-04-14T21:38:00.000-07:00

hellooooo...i'm going to Auckland, New Zealand from 16th to 24th april..!!! fly by Royal Brunei to Bandar Sri Begawan and from there will fly to Auckland.

From Auckland we will go to Hamilton to meet Professor Russell Bishop from University of Waikato. Then i will present my paper " Educational Perspective Among Indigenous Students Based On The Model GPILSEO- A case study in the state of Pahang". i will ask him his opinion about my tesis proposal. he is the creator of the Model GPILSEO but his subject of research is on the Maori people of New Zealand.

from there we will go to Rotorua..hope i will enjoy my stay there...see you again!!

Down The Memory Lane

2011-04-11T05:11:00.000-07:00

6 days to go.i have been waiting to do this long time a go but never have a chance. now i have the opportunity i cant wait to go. i'll be away this sunday but i will tell you on the last minute only where is the destination. i'm so evil muahahaha...

when i was a kid, my late father went there for a course cum work. he stayed there without us for about two years. everymonth without failed he sent us a parcel full with chocolates and toys. we were eagerly waiting for his presents. but everytime the parcels came, the chocolates already melted. but we ate it anyway. it tasted better than the local chocolates anyway.

when he finally came home i was about 4 years old. yeah it has been long time.and now it was my turn to go there..i wish i can share with him my experiences when i come home. i can share the name of places i go and i am sure he will still remember the place. until the last moment we talked about it and i could see how he was happy to talk about this place. but now i couldnt share it with him. i was regret he didnt take us along with him that time. but he told us, my mom was scared to follow him that time. she was rather stayed behind at kampung with my grandmother and grandfather. she didnt want to follow him. so he left us and went alone.

after that my father never left us again except for the last 2 years he was in the army. they sent him to Labuan, Sabah. like before, my mom didnt want to follow him. this time the reason was, i was going to sit for my big exam when i was in primary school. but the sacrified paid off. i got 5A's in my exam. then i was away in boarding school. then out of the blue my father came home for good. he was with us until the last breath. i miss u ayah. i wish u can send me to the airport to the place you have been to once..i would love to..i really do eventhough it is impossible.i really really miss u ;(

Canopy Walkway Taman Negara

2011-04-03T18:08:00.001-07:00

well, this is the best and the scariest part when i was in Taman Negara. At first glace , there was nothing to be afraid of..we just enjoyed our adventure there but when i was on top of the walkway suddenly i had this fear..what will happen if the rope give away? what will happen to me then? eventhough i was slightly regretted my decision to walk on the canopy but it was too late to back off..i could feel my knees trembling..but i had to be brave then..there were so many people behind me taking turns to walk on the canopy..so i had no choice but to finish it..hahaha..the view from the canopy was breathtaking.. i could see Tembeling River from above..this is the lifetime experience..words cannot justified the experience..you have to be there to feel what i feel..i felt very relieved when we finished the walkway..i thanked god for giving me chance to experince this..whoever love outdoor activities..shouldnt let go this opportunity..just go for it!

Taman Negara Part 11

2011-03-28T06:00:00.000-07:00

hi all..very tired..exhausted..body aching all 3 in 1..haha..but really satisfied..
sorry not much pics to upload..internet so slow...will talk about it later..see you again n enjoy!

Taman Negara @ National Park

2011-03-20T17:53:00.000-07:00

school holidays was officially over yesterday. today is just another day. wake up early and manage to be in school on time. assembly as usual.

looking back, there was nothing much i did during the break. not going anywhere except for my cousin'n wedding in Malacca. The groom is on my side and the bride is gorgeous with tiny winy waist hahaha. i should remember what i said about her in another 2, 3 years. hope she's still have that waist..so bad of me..just kidding!!

this thursday i have another project with my supervisor. this time we will headed to Taman Negara. lets read the history of Taman Negara. Taman Negara was declared for conservation in 1938 and has become Malaysia's premier national park and the largest in the country covering over 4343 square kilometres (434,300 hectares) of primary forest, spans across three states Kelantan, Terengganu and Pahang - and is situated in the centre of the Peninsula Malaysia. Taman Negara is the most extensive protected area of pristine, lowland, evergreen rainforest in the country.

Taman Negara originated from a Pahang State Legislation in 1925 and in the district of Jerantut. Over 1300 square kilometres of tropical jungle in its natural state was designated "THE GUNUNG TAHAN GAME RESERVE". This became the National Park in 1938 when the Sultan of Pahang, Terengganu and Kelantan set aside the present area, and named it the "KING GEORGE V NATIONAL PARK". After Independence, the name was changed to TAMAN NEGARA. The stated purpose of Taman Negara is "to utilise the land within the park in perpetuity, for the propagation, protection and preservation of indigeneous flora and fauna". With so much to see and do, a trip to Taman Negara is a must on your itinerary.

well, i'm not going just for the fun of it but doing my second research. i cant wait for the boat ride. i heard we need at least 3 hours to reach Kg.Bantal the settlement of the indegenous people of Batek clan. we will staying there until sunday so no facebook, blogging, or chatting for me. see u next monday only!!bye..

Tsunami

2011-03-12T22:05:00.001-08:00

My heart goes to those who has been affected very badly by tsunami especially in Japan. i pray to god it will not happen here in Malaysia even thought nothing is impossible nowadays. i cannot imagine the sorrow and despairs of the people who had lost their family members and their belonging. oh god please ease their pain in whatever way You can give them.

me too having a tsunami right now. i had made a terribly bad mistake and i had to pay for the consequences especially in monetary terms. but please god give me a second chance to rectify this problem. i made lots of mistakes in the past but this is the biggest so far. tomorrow is the D-Day for me and i hope i can get through. please give me the strength.

whatever the consequences i am still grateful that my problems are not as bad as whatever happened in Japan. the total lost is so huge, peoples had lost their family members, their property and many things. i cannot imagine how they are going to rebuild their life back to normal.i pray to god, give them the strength to face the world after this.

ABOUT INTERNATIONAL WOMEN'S DAY

2011-03-08T20:15:00.001-08:00

hi all..nothing much to share except yesterday actually was International Women's Day..lets do some reading what exactly it was all about...

IWD is now an official holiday in Afghanistan, Armenia, Azerbaijan, Belarus, Burkina Faso, Cambodia, China (for women only), Cuba, Georgia, Guinea-Bissau, Eritrea, Kazakhstan, Kyrgyzstan, Laos, Madagascar (for women only), Moldova, Mongolia, Montenegro, Nepal (for women only), Russia, Tajikistan, Turkmenistan, Uganda, Ukraine, Uzbekistan, Vietnam and Zambia. The tradition sees men honouring their mothers, wives, girlfriends, colleagues, etc with flowers and small gifts. In some countries IWD has the equivalent status of Mother's Day where children give small presents to their mothers and grandmothers.

The new millennium has witnessed a significant change and attitudinal shift in both women's and society's thoughts about women's equality and emancipation. Many from a younger generation feel that 'all the battles have been won for women' while many feminists from the 1970's know only too well the longevity and ingrained complexity of patriarchy. With more women in the boardroom, greater equality in legislative rights, and an increased critical mass of women's visibility as impressive role models in every aspect of life, one could think that women have gained true equality. The unfortunate fact is that women are still not paid equally to that of their male counterparts, women still are not present in equal numbers in business or politics, and globally women's education, health and the violence against them is worse than that of men.

However, great improvements have been made. We do have female astronauts and prime ministers, school girls are welcomed into university, women can work and have a family, women have real choices. And so the tone and nature of IWD has, for the past few years, moved from being a reminder about the negatives to a celebration of the positives.

Annually on 8 March, thousands of events are held throughout the world to inspire women and celebrate achievements. A global web of rich and diverse local activity connects women from all around the world ranging from political rallies, business conferences, government activities and networking events through to local women's craft markets, theatric performances, fashion parades and more.

Many global corporations have also started to more actively support IWD by running their own internal events and through supporting external ones. For example, on 8 March search engine and media giant Google some years even changes its logo on its global search pages. Year on year IWD is certainly increasing in status. The United States even designates the whole month of March as 'Women's History Month'.

So make a difference, think globally and act locally !! Make everyday International Women's Day. Do your bit to ensure that the future for girls is bright, equal, safe and rewarding.

An Indigenous People of Malaysia

2011-03-01T19:00:00.000-08:00

our prime minister and ministers
these kids are from Semai Group
they performing their cultural dance for this program
arent they cute?what an experience! eventhought i'm still fatique, tired and having a backache but i was enjoying my stay in Pahang. we managed to visit 2 villages. that was in Kg. Runchang and Pos Betau in Pahang.

overall they lived below poverty. they have a basic necessities. with no electricity and clen water. they dont even bother about educations eventhough they been provided with schools with good infrastructure. but the problem is they dont have good transportation to go to school.they kids was eager to learn but most of the time they couldnt catch up with the syllabus. they speak their own language so bahasa melayu is their second language. so you know how difficult for them to grab the subject.

but they love entertainment. they can sing well and most of them have good voices.so the way to tackle them is with song. you can see how lively they are when they sing a song. you name one song they can know. amazing! maybe we can introduce something like learning through a song for them? hope the education ministry can do something about this so they can be better in their academic achievement.

Field Work In Pahang

2011-02-22T20:54:00.000-08:00

meet jack my bunny pet..he is so cute huh?

it has been long time, i know. i have lots of idea what to write but i just couldnt put it in my blog. finally after came back from SOPD( sorry i dont know what it is stand for but it is one of the department in general hospital.) few weeks ago i needed to go for a medical check up. they did blood and urine test and also an ultrasound. but everything turn out to be okay. i was so happy to hear this news. now i can keep my appointment cards away safe in my drawer and no need to worry things like how is my kidney doing or when is exactly my appointment is. nice huh?

today i'm going to pack my things. where to? hmmm..after hustle and bustle about what kind of leave do i have to take from school..now everything is settled. they finally agreed that i was entitled to my Cuti Kursus Sambilan. actually i'm going to penempatan orang asli (orang asli is a native peoples in this country). as a sociologist i need to be with them, talk and observe them for 5 days.this is a part of my phd field work.i will focus about their education and career. i hope i can help do something in the future to help them to live in a better conditions and make they understand that education is a tool..a social mobility for them to improve their social economic status especially for the children.its not an easy job but if i can change their perception even a little bit i am happy..

how do i feel? i dont know what to expect yet. i hope i can enjoy my stay there and collect as many datas i can.there is a long way to go but i always positive. will update you soon about my experiences. see ya!

Family Picnic In Lubuk Petai

2011-02-06T19:25:00.000-08:00

during Chinese New Year holidays we went to a waterfall nearby called Lubuk Petai. It was fun because all of my siblings were there. to whom who dont know where Lubuk Petai is, its actually located near Gunung Datuk, Rembau.

the water is crystal clear with lots of rocks around it. its so cold i tell you..i was shivering like nobody business after the dip in the pool.

i was regret not taking any picture because it was not planned at all. actually my ex classmate told me about this waterfall. It was a about 50 meters from her mom's house.

but my siblings and me already planned another trip to Lubuk Petai soon. This time we are going to put a tent and bring some foods to indulge after the swim. it was really fun and i cant wait to go again.it was really a surprise because its quite near from my kampung also. all this while i know only about Ulu Bendul in Kuala Pilah and Jeram Toi in Jelebu. It was really a nice one and clean too. The best apart is not many people know about this waterfall so i can tell you its still lushes and pure not like any other commercialize waterfall.

so which waterfall you have been to and tell me about it.maybe i can take a visit one day. my ultimate dream of course to visit Niagara Fall one day. hope my wish will comes true. amin.

Which Phone? Iphone or Blackberry?

2011-01-28T08:00:00.000-08:00

i need a new phone. the one that i have been used for so many year was Sony Erickson. somebody had bough it for me in Dubai. it was a special phone. i have so many good and bad memories with that phone.but now it has stop working..

i remember one day when my ex school mates arranging a reunion dinner for us in Allson Klana. i drove myself that nite. then i received a phone call from one of my family member who wanted to make sure i was safely arrived. after that i put the phone on my lap. when i arrived at the hotel it was raining cats and dogs. i totally forgotten about my phone because i was busy looking for an umbrella to avoid being wet in the rain.

when i met my old friends they i became very excited. some of them, i had not see for so may years. we ate and laughed especially when we talked about our old days in school. all of us were in boarding school. so, there were so many stories to share among us. i really enjoyed it that time until one of my best friend asked me where was my phone because my family had tried to reach me but with no avail.

i frantically tried to search in in my handbag but i could not find it.then suddenly i remembered the last time i saw it was on my lap. i excused myself and ran to my car. it was still raining at that time. when i reached my car..there it was.. lying on the road was my orange colored phone! soaking wet! i felt like crying man.. it was almost about 2 hours raining!

but amazingly it was still working well.i called my family and told them i was safe and my phone i had left it in the car!hahaha...

so back to my first intentions..which brand should i buy this time? i used Nokia, Motorolla and Samsung before..maybe i need aan Iphone or Blackberry this time? can somebody suggest it to me..anyone?

but now i need to do some window shopping at the nearest phone shop maybe in Jusco. budget? hmmmm that is the most important thing that i have to bear in mind...angpow anyone?

what am i going to do?

2011-01-25T01:38:00.000-08:00

i was a little bit tired. i have been asked by my supervisor to teach his masters student classes. it's only once a week but i have to prepare for my notes and etc. i'm not going to teach primary school students here..teaching them was so easy i can do it with my eyes blindfolded. but adult students? i hope i wont be stammering then..but oh my..i was mentally tired.

Ministry of Education has been offering teachers some kind of scholarship but without the 'RM'. they giving us some sort of full salary leave for us to further our study. but when i access the portal i kind of pissed off. it is because the subject that i've been taking on was not offered. so thats mean i cannot apply for it! i mean why they just offer it to all? i called them and the answer was that is up the the ministry to offer what they want to offer..sigh! i love to do what i'm doing right now but it will burden me if i cannot take the leave. i need it badly! i have to go to the perkampungan orang asli to get my data done. how on earth i'm going to do that if i have to go to school everyday? i can go during the school holidays but i need to observe the students doing their learning in school too? hope i will find answer to this problem soon...:(

2011-01-12T16:08:00.000-08:00

dear diary,
today is not a very good day for me..i couldnt sleep well last nite because of my asthma, cough and running nose. the weather dont do justice to my well being. i dont blame the weather solely but i think my health is deteriorating since i removed my fibroid and womb last year. self pity i am but life must go on.i keep telling myself to look forward not backward. but sometimes, it is easier to said than done..

my younger brother just had his operations and now resting at my place. seeing him in pain also make me feel sad..after losing my dad i feel i need to take care of everybody in the family. i am the eldest and i feel that is my responsibility now to bond with them. i feel i am more closer with my mom, my sis and my brother now compared to last time.

talking about job, i have a meeting after school with my Senior assistant regarding students welfare. after that i have a meeting with my supervisor in university. but with my conditions right now i dont know i might be able to attend both meeting or not. i will consider it later..right now first things first...i have lots of problem to settle yet i'm very helpless...god please help me...i'm at your mercy right now.

Greetings from Nagoya

2011-01-05T16:44:00.000-08:00

time flies very fast. its going to be the 2nd week of the month. so many things i have to do...

the first week of school i have to conduct orientation program for the form 4 students. our school managed to get a good result for pmr compared to the previous year.

during the holiday, i was lucky to have met one of my blogger friend anie from nagoya. she also have a blog, 'LOVE'. she came with her husband and two cute little boys. the husband is japanese and she is a malay. i managed to show the boys my collections of monkey cups..the subject of their fascination...hahaha..i captured few photos with them but sorry to tell that the picture was blurred due to some technicalities..if i have time i will upload later anyway. if u read this anie..i'm glad to know you and i hope we can meet up again in the future.

apart from that, i also has started my PhD clsses in UKM. my supervisor is Dr Razaq and Datin Zahara. I have met Dr Razaq..he is a nice person and i hope i can work well with him in the future. his interest is in sociology and the main subject is the native people or orang asli. looks like i have to mix and mingle with them for the next three years. good luck babe..

Prayer For Ayah

2010-12-23T02:06:00.000-08:00

My mom just came back from melbourne last saturday and i have been with her ever since at our kampung house. so heart breaking to see her crying everyday. i know how lost she is right now without her husband of 43 years. i miss him too but i brave myself not to cry in front of her. i don't want to add salt to her broken heart. it will be more painful.

luckily i am still in my holiday break. so she wont feel very lonely. tonight we will offer a prayer in the mark of 30th days he departed from us. the last prayers we did mom was not around. and she was determined to do the best for her husband this time.

and as for me, there is so much thing i need to do but i have to put it on hold. maybe i will start everything next week. life must goes on but and at this time i know my mom need us most. thats the only comfort i can offer her right now.to be with her all the time. i dare not to think when the time comes when all of us have to leave her to continue with our job. maybe i ask her to stay with me, but knowing her i know she wont leave the house anymore.god please help her to go through this.

Life Goes On

2010-12-11T17:21:00.000-08:00

It has been 2 weeks since my father had left us but not a single day passed without me thinking of him. there is a moment when i feel regret for not being able to be with him on his last breath but god knows better why. my mom also was not around..she's in Melbourne now and will only be back on 17th. i know she's desperately wanted to come home then but due to other technicalities, our family adviced her against it. anyway there is nothing much she can do. the funeral was smooth and fast. he left us around 7 am and by 2.00pm he was already buried.

just yesterday i got my admission letter to UKM. i wish i can share this proud moment with my father but i guess it was too late. the only thing in my mind right now is i must prepare to the challenges. when i did my masters it was challenging enough and i almost regretted it.but to think of it, life would be no fun if its dull and boring. i will register on 23th of December and my life as a student will begin. hmmm did i ever tell u that i'm doing it part time only? well i have a job.. so double work for me in 2011. Life must goes on and i want to make sure it's fun!

The Saddest Day of My Life

2010-12-01T16:37:00.000-08:00

if u noticed lately, i seldom online nowadays because i have to visit my sickly father. but now he has passed away peacefully leaving my family and me. he died around 7.00 am last sunday without giving us any indication that he will leave us forever.

Ayah, i know u cannot hear me anymore but still i want to tell the world that you are the best father and i don't want to change anything for that. as a daughter, i still feel not satisfied taking care of you like you taking care of me and adik-adik. without you around i feel lost. i miss you so much and i hope we will meet again someday in other world.

Ayah, i love you very very much. i know i never utter this word to you directly when you alive but i hope u know or feel the love from our action. i promise to think of you every single day without a miss. al fatehah and may you rest in peace.

The Next Level

2010-11-24T19:41:00.000-08:00

yesterday i received a very good news from Universiti Kebangsaan Malaysia. my applications to do my PHD in Sociology of Education has been accepted! this is the best news i received before the year 2010 ended.

at the same time i have doubt about myself. can i do it? well, i did well in my masters but i know it is not the same. some people called it Permanent Head Damage and some people called it Permanent Heart Damage..do i have to go through all this? do i need to do all this? my life is quite comfortable right now. i dont know but this is my decision. i was the one who applied..nobody has forced me to do it.

well..whether i like it or not, i already put one step and i cannot reverse my decision. i hope i can do well. i hope i manage to finish it on time. i wish...

please God, let it be the best decision that i ever made.

pssst.. sent my mom off to Melbourne Australia at LCCT yesterday.. i wish i could follow her but my budget is tight..now i have to start worry about my education fees...:(

School Holidays..Yahoo!!

2010-11-18T19:12:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of school...hooray!
but still have to go to school next week..jaga peksa!
i will go to KL this afternoon to settle some matters.
then i will go back to kampung tonite because tomorrow my mom will go to Langkawi.just want to send her.

nothing much to say actually..so happy holidays to all..kepada yang cuti saja ek..hehehe.

Life In the Fast Lane

2010-11-09T19:21:00.000-08:00

have been very busy this week. i just summarize what i did to save me some time. i need to update my blog atlest once a week. so here we are :

handling River Rangers program with Jabatan Pengairan dan Saliran. took the students to Sungai Kayu Ara, Mambau as a field work. they enjoyed it every moment. from there they know why it is so important for us to make sure our river clean and safe for consumption.the climax is one of out top host in the country, Ally Iskandar, also came to give some talk about this.

apart from that we arranged a study trip to Yakult Factory to show the students how they make such a wonderful drink. it reminded me to drink more yakult (its a prebiotic drink) everyday to clean my stomach (right?)

my neck and shouder pain has been subsided. maybe because i was too busy to even think about it at all.thanks to all my friends who wish me well. i really appreciate your prayer :))

went up and downn to lawyer office to settle my house loan.now i can breath easier and sleep peacefully at night.

went back to my village to visit my father. hes not feeling well lately so i try to visit him as often as i could.

thats all i can think of so far..i think there is more but i couldnt think about it at all and i know some peoples are busier than me hahaha ..see ya!

Sick Again!

2010-11-01T06:31:00.001-07:00

i dont know what has happened to me lately. i feel so much in pain. past few weeks i already visited my doctor twice because of my neck and shoulder pain.

and this morning when i went to school, suddenly i feel very sharp pain at my right lower abdomen. the pain was so unbearable, i had to ask my colleague to sent me to the nearby clinic.

the first 22 hour clinic. the nurse said the doctor is on the way. i could not make myself to believe her. the doctor might be still at home having breakfast. then we proceed to the second clinic..this time 24 hour one. the doctor was in. i feel relieved!

she suspected i had appendicitis..she then referred me to the emergency room at the general hospital.. i have to wait for about 2 hours before i finally got to see the doctor. from the test he detected some blood in my urine but he couldnt give me the ultimate answer to my problem. he wrote a letter to refer me to the surgical department. maybe i have stone in my kidney. whattt!!

but i have to wait for another 3 weeks..have to get me a date first with the specialist..:(

Jokes For This Month

2010-10-25T01:10:00.000-07:00

BAD NEWS

A law firm receptionist answered the phone the morning after the firm's senior partner had passed away unexpectedly. "Is Mr. Spenser there?" asked the client on the phone.

"I'm very sorry, but Mr. Spenser passed away last night," the receptionist answered. "Can anyone else help you?".

The man paused for a moment, then quietly said, "no" and hung up. Ten minutes later, he called again and asked for Mr. Spenser, his ex-wife's lawyer. The receptionist said, "You just called a few minutes ago, didn't you? Mr. Spenser has died. I'm not making this up."

The man again hung up.

Fifteen minutes later, he called a third time and asked for Mr. Spenser. The receptionist was irked by this time. "I've told you twice already, Mr. Spenser is dead. He is not here! Why do you keep asking for him when I say he's dead? Don't you understand what I'm saying?"

The man replied, "I understand you perfectly. I just like hearing you say it over and over."

THE CLEANING BILL

Two Buddies were drinking in a bar one night and had became extreamly drunk. One guy was so drunk that he had got sick all over his shirt. He looks at his buddy and says "My wife is gonna kill me when I get home,this is a brand new shirt! His buddy looks at him and says "don't worry,just put $20 in your front pocket and tell her that some guy got sick on you and gave you $20 for the cleaning bill. The guy thinks this is a exellent idea and continues to drink. He closes the bar down and heads home. When he arrives and opens the front door his wife is standing there waiting on him. "just look at you, you drunk ! You even got sick all over yourself". The man replies "No baby, it isnt like that some guy got sick on me and look here he gave me $20 for the cleaning bill. She pulls the money out of his pocket and counts it and says "Wait one minute theres $40 here! The guy looks at her and says " Oh yea, he shit in my pants too!

I dont have any idea to write, so i share this jokes with you. Happy Joking!!

Massage Oh Massage

2010-10-17T05:47:00.000-07:00

(pics from uncle google)

that is exactly what i did during weekend. i went for a good massage!

actually i went back to my hometown to visit my parents. my father was not feeling very well so i think i should give him a visit. i went back on saturday, thts why some of you did notice that i went missing for a while. sorry friends, i should leave a note for you next time...ahaks!

then my sister suggest me to get a good massage. and i think, why not? the lady who did massage me was soooo good. she massaged me for almost 2 hours..i feel so relax and fresh after the massage.i'm already thinking want to book her for the next visit. so if you feel stress, body aching and need something to calm you down, why dont u have a good massage? after all my father always tell me this..imagine your body is like one big car..you have to send it to the workshop for maintenance... your body also the same...haait..what are you waiting some more? go to the nearest spa available and get a good massage!

pssstt! i wish i can do that everyday..;)

What Sign of Zodiac You Should Be

2010-10-11T21:40:00.000-07:00

You Should Be A Taurus

What's good about you: you're stable, responsible, and loyal to those around you

What's bad about you: you're stubborn and overly cautious - change is not easy

In love: it's easy to melt your heart with traditional romantic gestures

In friendship, you're: loyal - you'll do almost anything for a friend

Your ideal job: chef, jewelry designer, or actor

Your sense of fashion: sleek, designer, and very expensive

You like to pig out on: steak and cheesecake

BTW, I'M A LIBRA..LOL! and to nonoy..my birthday is tomorrow on 13 October 19**

What Sign Should You Be?

Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

Convo and Birthday

2010-10-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

My convocation day is getting nearer..i went to UPM last week to collect my robe..oh my..the lady incharge told me robe S size has been taken up by others. Only M, L, XL and XXl size left. i have no choice..so i took the M size robe. as expected the robe was too big!!i dont need to wear anything because the robe already cover up everything! but that is not an opsyen lol!

when i think back..i feel just like yesterday i went for the first day of my masters classess. i remember clearly on that day, my car has broke down somewhere in Bangi.. on the highway. i was so terrified and cried my heart out. but luckily my prince charming came and rescue me at no time..fuh!

and after 2 years, i be able to finish my studies and doing quite well. i'm proud of myself.. to be able to study and work at the same time. time fly very fast. if i think back, i would gladly tell everybody who has the ambition to study.. to just register yourself and take the course that you would love to do..dont think..just go for it!you would gain lot of knowledge and this knowledge you cannot get anywhere.

somebody has asked me lately, would i pursue my study after this? and my answer is, WHY NOT?

the best thing is, my convocation day will fall on my very BIRTHDAY! how memorable day it would be!

Good Luck For Your Exams

2010-10-04T16:51:00.000-07:00

today is PMR day. PMR standd for Penilaian Menengah Rendah or some sort of assessment to Form Three students through out the country. with this results, they will be sorted out according to their capability such as pure science stream, arts or others.

when i was in form 3, the exam was not PMR but SRP (Sijil Rendah Pelajaran). huh, you can guess how old i was already because PMR only been introduced.. not quite recently..quite a time but not as dinosour as SRP hahaha.

i was in boarding school that time. so i did quite well. enough to make my parents proud. the i went on to take pure science. i love biology and chemistry but not physic and addmaths. never passed my monthly test, but amazingly i passed when i took my SPM. maybe they lower the passing rates...hahaha

good luck boys, good luck girls.make your parents proud of you too. and make yourself proud. this is only the first step before you take a bigger challenge in your life. make sure you can make it!

Google Chrome

2010-09-29T04:54:00.000-07:00

hi friends..thanks for all the wishes..i am feeling much much better now..the pain just disappear gradually..and i feel great! i hope the pain will not re-occur again.

few days ago my beloved sister came and wanted to borrow my laptop.you know what she said when she saw my google browser? hey, why don't you change this browser to google chrome? it is much faster and you can save lot of time loading things!

well, i was already pissed off with my internet connection..my broadband was really useless.i dont know if this two things related in any way or not. i am IT blinded. but if i can surf internet faster than now, why not.

maybe all of you already change your browser to google chrome. can you tell me exactly what it is? do it really make internet surfing much faster and easier?if you know what is the difference, please care to elaborate it to me.

but i did my home work too. read this
1. Speed
Chrome is designed to be fast in every possible way: It's quick to start up from your desktop, loads web pages in a snap, and runs complex web applications fast.

2.Simplicity
Chrome's browser window is streamlined, clean and simple. Chrome also includes features that are designed for efficiency and ease of use. For example, you can search and navigate from the same box, and arrange tabs however you wish — quickly and easily

3.Security
Chrome is designed to keep you safer and more secure on the web with built-in malware and phishing protection, autoupdates to make sure the browser is up-to-date with the latest security updates, and more

4.And more features
Chrome has many useful features built in, including extensions, translation in the browser, themes, and more

so maybe you also can try it out soon.daaaaa..

Pain Pain Go Away

2010-09-26T01:56:00.000-07:00

i'm having this pain lately. it has been almost one week but it is still there. the last time i was singing rain, rain go away but now its pain, pain go away..its quite painful and make me feel very uncomfortable. the pain started at my left feet. when i woke up in the morning, i dread to step on my floor because thts when the pain started. and now i have pain on my right shoulder. that kind of sharp and stinging pain. there are few possibilities how my shoulder get the pain.
1. my pillows are not good
2. need to change my mattress
3. spend too much time on computers
4. getting older
5. sprained my muscle

i dont know which one but it will not solve my pain even if i know wht is the caused. i dont want to see a doctor first.i want to bear the pain for a while. if i cannot take it then i will have to have a visit wth the doctor either in private hospital or the government hospital. but that is another story.

at this moment, i just rub my shoulder wth an ointment. the pain will go away but after the effect from the ointment gone, i will be in pain again. sigh..maybe i should stop blogging for a while and give my arm and shoulder a good rest. what do u think my friends?

but actually its nothing compare to other people who has terminal disease or chronic pain like cancer or heart problems..god forbid..maybe this is a test from god..HE wanted to test my patience during crucial time..but i do hope the pain will go soon.

and because i'm so much in pain, my blogger friend Faisal has made a special fish soup just for me.if u like soup u should try this out.it's really delicious. thank u Faisal.

life and death

2010-09-22T04:59:00.000-07:00

nothing much happen this week.my life goes on like usual. to tell u the truth i think i am bored. even in school nothing much i can do. life as counsellors also nothing much to talk about. students are too buzy preparing for the exams PMR, SPM and STPM..so they dont look for counsellors to pour out their problem. they are more focus to their studies..there are so much to catch up.

when i was a student, i was not the studious type. i will study when i feel like to study. my ambition just wanted to be a teacher or lecturer. i wanted to further my study oversea like in UK or in Australia. but god already had plan for me. i ended being a normal primary school teacher and got my training in teacher's college only.not far..in my hometown only. when i feel bored teaching Bahasa Malaysia to standard 3 and 4 pupils i tried to apply to get my degree.i was successful and ended up as a counsellors now in secondary schools. i think this time its quite a challenge job u see. i have to listen to all their problem and grouses towards their peers, parents and even their teacher. but as a counsellor, i cannot taking side eventhough i know what they did is wrong. the student or my client is the most important person to me. i need to listen and try to help them as best as i could. their problems are varies. all sort of problems..the unthinkable!! their lifestyles are so different from my lifestyles last time.they are more daring, bold in sharing about their problem. some will tell their intimate moment with their couple and doesnt show any remorse about it. no wonder there are so many social problems nowadays.

and one more thing..one of my colleague's husband has died of heart attack. and he was young about 44 yeras old only. i pity my friend, she got 6 kids to take care of. Al fatehah.hope he will rest in peace. amin

i'm home!

2010-09-16T19:44:00.000-07:00

after spending almost one week wth my family celebrating eid ul fitr finally i'm home.i'm kinda of sad to leave them but what to do..i have to report duty again today.and worst still tomorrow eventhough saturday, i have to go to school for replacement. but its ok, work is still a work..i'm gad to see my friends again..lots of gossiping to do..hehe

but as expected, not many students come to school..they are still in holidays mood i guess..worst still, heavy rains poured in the morning..sigh..i wish i'm still tuck in my bed..dreaming :)

also i wanted to say sorry to all of my online friends because i have neglected them so long..not that i dont want to visit all of u but the internet connection was so slow..i dont have enough patience to wait..so today is the visiting day for me..like hari raya..i will come and visit all of u..just wait for me..mwahhss!

Hari Raya Holidays, cookies and Me.

2010-09-02T23:44:00.000-07:00

well, as we know ..today is the last day for schools because starting tomorrow we will have a looooooooog holiday..about 2 weeks..hahaha..mind u! so happy holidays to all my students and teachers out there..this is the best part when u opted to be a teacher la..so many holidays to celebrate!

but for those who cannot get a leave for holidays like soldiers, toll operators, policemen, doctors and etc..please dont be sad..oh no..u have right to be sad but remember this...u r doing your services for negara (country)..maybe next year there will be another person to replace u and u will have time to spend hari raya wth yr loves one..i hope so..

so..i have about another week to go to finalize my preprations for hari raya.my raya clothes already been picked from my tailor yesterday..ayyyy..some of it not to my expectations..but what to do? that is wht happened when u send it to them at the very last minute!

tomorrow i'm going to start baking my cookies...chocolate chips, cornflakes and coconut cookies.. already planned wth my sister to bake it together.hope we dont end up fighting because every year she will just help me for few minutes..and taddaaa..shes gone! so my beloved sister..if u read this u will know wht to do right? right? ye la tu..hehehee..

friends..wish me luck ya? i only bake once a year..so the possibilty to 'batat' kan my cookies is very very high..hahaha.

happy independent day Malaysia..!

2010-08-30T21:53:00.000-07:00

i love my country..i cannot imagine myself be apart from him..dont get me wrong..but everybody should love their country right? no matter how hard life is, or how difficult we want to go from destination to another destination because of the traffic jams ..i still love my country..

i'm very proud to be the citizen of Malaysia..when i travel to another country i can be very excited..because i wanted to see different views, different peoples and their exotic foods..but after few days i will miss my country back..i cant wait to go home and to mingle wth my family..have my favourite foods etc..

there's thing i dislike..but let me keep it in my heart..like we shouldnt talk bad about other people, i also dont like to talk bad about Malaysia..theres a proverb hujan emas di negara orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri lebih baik hujan batu..ohhh sorry if u dont understand malay..i kind of lazy to translate it to english hehehe..okay..oky its something like..even if other country is better than ours..but at the end u still wanted be at home..hmmmm hope u understand wht i'm trying to say..:)

today we are celebrating our 53th independant day..what about yours..when is yr national day?

yayyy...Bonus!!

2010-08-25T03:16:00.000-07:00

you remember or not when at earlier post how i wished our government would give us a civil servants a bonus for Hari Raya?? yayyyyy...my wish comes true!! this will be a big surprise because i thought it will never happen...RM5000...ooppss..RM500 my dear. it can make a lot of difference u know...:))

what a sweet day..today 25th August also our salary day..hmmm..in my head i already made some calculations here and there..what to buy and what not to buy...no more handbags of course..this year only i bought 2 branded handbags..coach and Louis vuitton..the price total all together was almost as much as my one month salary..hmmm i will use it again even though it is not brand new anymore..

a few pairs of baju kebaya, tailor-made..I'm not a big fan of baju kurung but my nature of job would want me to wear it all the time..if u give me a choice i would love to be clad in jeans and t-shirts only..with a pair of good shoes..talking about shoes..i'm not a shoes lover so my money will be spared from buying one..will prefer visiting my relatives on my sandal..who wants to be bothered by straps and bling bling shoes during hari raya?? crazy..

some of it will goes to hari raya cookies..i will make some..the easiest cookies in this world..cornflakes, chocolate chips,kuih gunting and kuih goyang or bunga ros. the must have is pineapples tarts (already ordered 4 balangs hehehe)and maybe add another one or two from jusco.

oh my god, i forgot to include duit raya or angpau into my budget...:((
anyway..thank god.. the bonus will surely less my burden..:)

pssst...anybody who wants to borrow i will charge u 40% of interest..muahahaha!!

about ramadhan, shawal n bonus...

2010-08-22T20:04:00.000-07:00

nothing much happening this week. we already in the second week of ramadhan.as for me i just do the routine like usual. nothing special. next month is the month of Syawal.its time for celebrating after one month of fasting. nothing much to celebrate again.still didnt buy anything..new clothes, cookies etc..the only thing i look forward to is to be with my family members on that special day. i love being surrounded by my family members. we will talk about anything and everything under the skies and we will keep planning what to cook and what to eat..hmmm cant wait for the day..:) oh i forget to tell u that my family and i are planning to wear purple on the first day of Eid..hahaha!!!

i also has posted my forms (if u remember ab this on my earlier post) by poslaju berhad. i hope they will consider my applications. if everything goes well, i will started this on December.what it is? hahaha...wait for my announcement ya? i'm crossing my finger right now.

well, i am really scratching my head now wht to write..so that's it..till next time..daaaaaa!

psssttt...i hope the government will announce some good news for all civil servants like me..maybe bonus for hari raya???

Rain Rain Go Away...

2010-08-17T05:00:00.000-07:00

feel like sharing with u one of my favourite kids song..why suddenly?? because its raining cats and dogs everyday lately...i feel blessed.. some more during ramadhan..what else i could ask for more...nice weather wth cold fresh air..lets sing a song now..

Rain, rain, go away
come again some other day...

its raining its pouring
the old man is snoring

went to bed
and knocked his head
couldnt wake upin the morning

i am sure all of u also have favourite kiddie song that always humming in your head one a while..wanna share it with me?

My New Episode..

2010-08-09T04:49:00.001-07:00

this is not a Twilight saga eventhough i do like Robert Pattinson aka Edward but the more i watched the movie i think i liked jacob better..he is more like this type of man that i used to read in the love story novels.."tall, dark and handsome"..Edward kinda too pale for me..chewahhh..prasan!Bella..dont mad at me..this is only a joke ok?

actually i dont want to talk about this movie..i want to talk more about myself..i am into the next episode of my life..but sorry ya..i dont want to tell you yet what it is..it is not a secret either but lets say i just filled out a form for something that i'm dying to do all this while..more like i couldnt believe that i can do it few years ago..bla bla bla..hahaha

but i promise i will tell you if i got it..i will tell u..i will know somewhere in october or november..fuh! i still couldnt believe i dare to participate in this...:))maybe you can give me some good guess..just for fun will ya? if its true..i will ki$$ your site everyday for 1 week..hahaha..how about that? and please pray for me that i will successful to get a place..if not ........jeng jeng jeng..i will try again next year..no hard feeling!

Betrayal of the first degree!!

2010-07-26T23:36:00.000-07:00

i feel so sad...
i feel betrayed..
i trust u so much but u did this things to me..
i couldnt believe u could do this to me..
how can i trust u again?
the first time u did ths i forgive u..
but u keep repeating the same mistake again and again..

but this time it hurt me so much..
i want to cry but there is no more tears..
how could u do this to me?
why and why?

the only thing u should do is to ask..
i will give u all if u ask..
my mistake..my mistake is to trust u too much..
i hope this will be the last..
if not dont ever utter the word SORRY again..
believe me..there is a limit to everything..
so pls listen carefully..
there will be no second chance...
choW!!

very busy week

2010-07-23T07:46:00.000-07:00

Monday
- 10.30 am - went to Dewan MPS Seremban to bring form 5 students to Educational Exhibitions from IPTS.
- 2.00 pm - went to immigration department to take new form. i lost mi IC so need to make a police report first.
-3.30 pm - Program Teknik Menjawab soalan AddMaths for form 5 students.
- dinner at chinese oriental

Tuesday
- busy in schools as usual
- 2.00pm - went to immigration again to submit forms
- dinner at Fish Manhattan

Wednesday
- handling a program for students
- rush back to kg to visit my arwah aunty. she died last nite. may she rest in peace.

Thursday
- handling English and Pendidikan Agama Islam programs
- went to KL for field trips to Malaysian Arts Institute, KLMU n The one Academy.

Friday
- handling program 3 penjuru for teachers, students and their parents
- dinner at kensington.

Have a nice weekend to waliz and friends!!!

Service Excellency Award 2009

2010-07-16T07:08:00.000-07:00

1. Today is the most happiest day in my life.
2. Barely 2 years i did my duty as a counsellor in my school, i been awarded Service Excellency Award for year 2009.
3. Very-very happy.
4. Speechless
5. Strive to work harder this year.
6. Thanks to my family,principle, senior assistants, fellow counsellors, colleague and everybody.

Lets Make Money From Your Website

2010-07-13T19:13:00.000-07:00

hi fren, i'm back! still having some pain here n there but ths could not stop me from blogging, yeah! like older people said 'old habits die hard'. so while i surfing here, surfing there, blogwalking here,and blogwalking there..i found this one website which offer me how to make money with our own website.curious as a cat (hehehe) i just signed up (its free so nothing got to lose here). it's something like this...

Dear friend,
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It works all around the clock, and for not just days or weeks, but for months and months, making you big of profit.
$0.00 invest - earn $780.00 daily.
It's real and easy way to make money in online.

so lo n behold, i just cut and paste the banner code in my website and also send the message to all my members in weblog, walla! in one nite i already got myself $6.40. i think it was not so bad. i dont have to do much but the money will keep coming (slow n steady la). so why not all of u try this? and one more thing, even though people clicked and not joining, u will still get 5 cents. awsome!! maybe u still cannot understand what i'm trying to tell but why dont u click open the link below to get it and see it for yourself. dont hesitate, just click.maybe u will thank me after this, who knows?? yeahhh...

click here please...or u cant click at the banner above. good luck!

I am Sick!

2010-07-12T20:33:00.000-07:00

My Simptoms

1. cough nonstop
2. sore throats
3. headache
4. fever
5. muscle pain
6. asthma

went to see a doctor.

1. nebulizer
2. injection at my buttock
3. lots of pills!

MC TODAY!!!!

my new notebook

2010-07-04T20:58:00.000-07:00

i bought this netbook recently. no complain so far, only sometimes i must be very2 patient to wait especially when using internet.but very easy to carry it everywhere, light and small.i can even put it in my handbag.this is the other features :_

•10.1" widescreen
•Companion PC for browsing and basic connectivity
•Light, stylish and highly portable
•Up to 11 hours of battery life rating
•Travel-friendly features

and lastly i love the color!! dont know why i'm so into red these days:))

Holiday in Tioman Island

2010-06-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

one of the small island surrounding

crystal clear water..amazing!u can see the colorful fishes and corals.but i couldnt put it here bcos i dont have waterproof camera.sad..:(

One of the view from our resort in genting

i went to Tioman Island during my last school holiday.Tioman Island (locally known as Gunung Daik Bercabang Tiga) is a small island located 32 km off the east coast of Peninsular Malaysia in the state of Pahang, and is some 39 km long and 12 km wide. It has eight main villages, the largest and most populous being Kampung Tekek in the north. The densely forested island is sparsely inhabited, and is surrounded by numerous coral reefs, making it a popular scuba diving spot. There are also a lot of resorts and chalets around the island.

Snorkeling trip to the Marine park

The view is so breathtaking beautiful i feel like going to the island again. maybe i will go to the different part of the island like tekek or salang.

How to Spend Your Holiday Leisurely

2010-06-09T05:43:00.000-07:00

Long holidays can be bored sometimes if you could not think of anything to do. Here I try to give you some tips and hope you can spend your holidays more meaningful after this.

School holidays are coming. Everybody would love to have some nice holidays to spend with your love ,ones but except for going somewhere which are expensive and time comsuming why don’t we try to do something different like these:-

1. Try to go for a movie especially the one which suited everybody in the family. Spend some money on food stuff children likes like cotton candy, porcorn and coca-cola. Buy some souviner that comes with the as and movie.Example, toys like character in the movie.

2. Get the children to wake up early and go for mountain climbing. If not you can choose a hill behind your house and start walking up the hill. Show the chidren the floras and the faunas that you find along the track.This is so fun they will ask you to bring them back again.

3. Try out new recipes. The one they love to eat in the restaurant but you never have a chance to cook before. My children loves cheesecake so I try to find out the recipes for the cheesecake. We go to the supermarket and choose the ingredients together. After reach home they usually could not wait to start the cooking. This is a good experience for the kids so they would not rely too much on us to do simple cooking like frying eggs and making an omelletes.

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20 Signs Your Man is Cheating On You

2010-06-03T23:38:00.000-07:00

Sometimes women can be so naive when talking about relationship. They are too trusting on their partner or spouses they tend to be blinded by his actions that shows that their men are cheating on them. Let’s us see what it is.

1. They often come home late and get angry when we ask him their where about.

2. They use phone in the toilet and put in silent mode when they received messages. Sometimes you can feel their uneasiness when received phone calls when he is with you.

3. Always give an excuse when we try to be intimate. For example, feel tired, no mood and something else.

4. Less communications with you unless he is the quite type.

5. Spend out more time than in the house and look very uneasy when he is at home.

6. Start being very prudent with his money but lots of stuff for him like new clothes, perfumes and shoes.

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« Five Ways of How Not to ProposeAdvice on Love »7. Being more conscious with his looks.

8. Send out text messages at odd times like in the middle of the night.

9. Spend more time chatting on the net.

10. Doing more out-station work than before.

11. Start exercising more.

12. Sometimes when he feels guilty he try to be nice to you.

13. He likes to compare you with somebody else and starting to find fault with you.

14. He acts coldly when he is with you only but try to impress you when with family friends and relatives.

15. He will tell that you are not a good cook and hurriedly find excuse to eat outside.

16. You cannot see his phone lying everywhere.The phone will always be with him.

17. Every time when you answer your house phone and the other person do not want to talk to you.

18. Your instinct tells you that something is wrong with your husband. He is not like his usual self and you know you are not at fault.

19. You found a restaurants or hotels receipt but you yourself never been there.

20. His credit card bills suddenly become high but you do not see what he is buying.

The signs above may be not correct 100% but some of it might be true. The most important is to follow your instinct. Happy reading!

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what u should do when u get stress

2010-05-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

Stress is one of the emotional and physical strain caused by something which can trigger pain in our head or body. When I am in stress I feel headache, neck pain, stiff on my shoulder, nauseated and a fast heart beat. It is almost impossible to live a life without any stress but the way we handle it will make our life better.

1. Stop doing things or work for more than 4 hours a day. You should not sit too long especially when you are using a computer. Your eyes will get tired and this will lead to stress.

2. Humor is one of the most important aspect in our life. Without humor our life would be dull. Activities as simple as watching a funny movie, or sharing time with a humorous friend can provide a psychological lift and relieve stress. Laughing can release your tension and make you feel much better.

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Why U Should Avoid World Warcraft Games

2010-04-15T00:05:00.001-07:00

Talking about how this game can be dangerous to your life.

I am not anti on line games. In fact I love to play some of it. Especially in Mini clips. Games in this so called Mini clips are quite harmless. It is easy to play and after sometimes you will get bored and you can just dump it just like that. You are not hook or become addictive. Here are the lists why you should avoid World War craft games based on my experience. Mind you, I have two addicts in my family. They will do anything to play this game anytime and anywhere:-

1. This WW games are so addictive, they will abandon everything including their sleep and meal time. They so absorb with what they playing.

2. They become antisocial. They do not want to attend any ceremony, party or visit relatives and families. They are afraid if they go they will miss the opportunity to win anything in the game.

3. They can get angry very easily. After hours in front of the computer what do you expect?

4. They won’t let anybody use the computer or laptop. Fighting among siblings are normal

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10 types of people i hate most

2010-04-11T02:57:00.000-07:00

My general view aout human beings.

Well, I am not going to tell that I am perfect but everybody sure does have nasty experiences with this type of people. I can only list out ten types of people that I do not like and maybe you want to share with me about others.

1. Not punctual. This is the most annoying type of people that I have encounter. The excuse, ‘I am on my way’ means she or he still not leaving. Believe me.

2. Talk big. I cannot stand this type of people. I know you are rich but it does not mean you can brag about it to other people especially to less fortunate one. But most of the time this people does not have anything. They only talk big to cover up their weakness.

3. Women beater. Maybe this guy also being abused when he was a kid but it does not mean you can show your temper to a woman. If you are really strong then try your luck in the boxing championship.

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God Help, I Need Some Sleep

2010-04-07T20:43:00.000-07:00

Writing about how insomnia can affect your life in so many ways.

I think I’m having a sleep disorder. It started when I had my fibroid removed few months ago.

At first, I do not have any difficulty to sleep. I’m not used to stay up late. At most time I will be on my bed by ten o’clock. Then around two or three o’clock in the morning, I will wake up and then I couldn’t sleep anymore. I used to think about so many things at that time. It makes my eyes open wider.

Then, I couldn’t make myself to sleep at all. My eyes will be wide open until morning. I try so many things in order to get some good sleep. You name it. Take hot shower, drink warm milk before sleep, use aromatherapy oil like lavender, count hundreds and so on. But still I couldn’t sleep. What’s the matter with me?

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Hooked On Sydney Sheldon's Novel

2010-04-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

I’m an avid fan of author Sydney Sheldon and I want to tell you why.

According to the title above I must admit I am a true fan of Sydney Sheldon’s novels. I have all the eighteen novels of various titles and the most favourite is The Other Side of Midnight. I cannot tell or describe my craziness of his novels and I cannot get enough. I feel very sad when he passed away because i know i could not get myself any new novel from him. Let me tell you why Sydney Sheldon’s novels are addictive.

1. The main character in the novel is a woman. In all of his novel, Sydney Sheldon was portraying a woman as a hero who overcomes any hardness and struggle in life. I always imagine or putting myself in the character shoes and imagine myself as the hero.

2. The plot is very interesting and stimulating. Once you started reading his novel, you cannot put it down. I always read the novel and finish it in just two days. I would skip lunch or dinner because I was reluctant to let it go until i finish reading.

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Why You Need To Smile

2010-04-04T05:56:00.000-07:00

Smile is something we do everyday unconsciously. When we smile we feel cheerful. We feel we own the world. And we feel blessed. We feel bless that we still have our family, our good health and our property. You also need to smile always because of these:

1. Smile is good for your face muscle. It is a form of exercise. Smile will make you feel younger and brighter.

2. Smile can help to ease your sorrow. When we tend to sulk, it will affect you for the whole day. Smile will help you to overcome any of your bad feelings.

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Why You Need At Least $100 With You

2010-03-29T17:09:00.001-07:00

I know the topic seems to be quite ridiculous but I want to ask ,’ how many of you exactly carrying that amount of cash with you?” and credit card is not included in this.

These are the reason:

1. Imagine when you are driving and then suddenly you have a flat tyres somewhere and there is no help that you can think off.

2. Your kids or one of your family members are sick. At least you can go to the nearest clinic and be sure you can pay the bills.

3. You need to go to the groceries because your fridge is empty.

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How To Study In Group

2010-03-23T05:35:00.000-07:00

Tips on how to study effectively in group for the students.

1. Make sure that the group is not too big. 3 to 5 peoples are enough. If more than that it will become group of talking and do nothing.

2. Focus only to the topic that you want to discuss.

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TRUE love

2010-03-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

True love will always shine and will be there forever, no matter what.

I feel grateful to you my God,

for giving him happiness and calmness,

I was lucky to share it with him,

He loves me
all the time,

To advice me to be somebody great and cheerful

Oh God, please give me strenght to take care of my love,
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Life and Dream | Authspot

2010-03-21T18:04:00.000-07:00

Life and Dream | Authspot

Graduate With Flying Colours

2010-03-17T04:28:00.000-07:00

I would like to share with you some of my experience while I was studying in the university. I may not be the best person to speak about this topic but i just want to tell from my view and observations during my university days.

1. First, you must grateful to god that you are been given a chance to go to the university. Many people doesn’t have this chance.

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Law of Attraction: My Wish Comes True

2010-03-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

I know lots of people has read this book. Any book on law of attraction. The bestselling one is The Secret. I don’t know about you but i think it did work on me. I’m not going to promote the book but I just want to share with you some of my experience.

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i dont understand men really

2010-03-12T05:11:00.000-08:00

I do think men come from Planet Mars. It is so difficult to understand them. Sometimes they can make you go crazy. Sometimes they are so adorable you will want to hug them forever. Sometimes you would want to punch them on the face. Quite harsh but that is my opinion.

I do think men came from the other side of the world. When you be nice to them they wont appreciate it. If you don’t bother, they will try to seduce you. Try to attract you with so many things. Will pamper you and send you flowers.
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Sleeping Beauty | Authspot

2010-03-11T16:41:00.000-08:00

Sleeping Beauty | Authspot

Counselor and The Counselling | Authspot

2010-03-10T18:15:00.000-08:00

Counselor and The Counselling | Authspot

joke of the month...

2010-03-09T05:49:00.000-08:00

i have a nice joke to share with u...got it from my mailbox...macam biasa gambar kat atas takde kena mengena dengan citer di bawah..saje je suka posing..depan pavillion..rasa mcm kat luar negara la pulak..:)))

Why Indian Students are disliked abroad. ..... .......?

It was the first day of a school in USA and a new Indian student named Chandrasekhar Subramanian entered the fourth grade.

The teacher said, "Let's begin by reviewing some American History. Who said 'Give me Liberty, or give me Death'?"

She saw a sea of blank faces, except for Chandrasekhar, who had his hand up:?'Patrick Henry, 1775'he said.

'Very good! Who said 'Government of the People, by the People, for the People, shall not perish from the Earth?''

Again, no response except from Chandrasekhar. 'Abraham Lincoln, 1863' said Chandrasekhar.

The teacher snapped at the class, 'Class, you should be ashamed. Chandrasekhar, who is new to our country, knows more about our history than you do.'

She heard a loud whisper: 'F ___ the Indians,'

'Who said that?' she demanded. Chandrasekhar put his hand up. 'General Custer, 1862.'

At that point, a student in the back said, 'I'm gonna puke.'

The teacher glares around and asks 'All right! Now, who said that?' Again, Chandrasekhar says, 'George Bush to the Japanese Prime Minister, 1991.'

Now furious, another student yells, 'Oh yeah? Suck this!'

Chandrasekhar jumps out of his chair waving his hand and shouts to the teacher, 'Bill Clinton, to Monica Lewinsky,1997'

Now with almost mob hysteria someone said 'You little shit. If you say anything else, I'll kill you.' Chandrasekhar frantically yells at the top of his voice, ' Michael Jackson to the child witnesses testifying against him, 2004.'

The teacher fainted. And as the class gathered around the teacher on the floor, someone said, 'Oh shit, we're screwed!' And Chandrasekhar said quietly, 'I think it was Lehmann Brothers, November 4th, 2008.

shopping time..at the pavillion KL

2010-03-05T05:25:00.000-08:00

last month february i went shopping like a mad woman..
these are my new items added in my possessions...
i feel quite guilty about it..but i'm very2 happy at the same time..
not everyday i spent like this...here they are..

bought a 40% discount of tommy hilfiger tshirt...

toshiba mini notebook...very light and small...can fit into my handbag anytime...i like!

coach handbag...i love the color..!maybe a wallet next time..or coin purse wth same brand..

nokia e71..first i thought i wanna a blacberry..but maybe next time..can log in into my facebook account anytime now..hehehe

and i bought myself a levi's jeans...not a big fan of levi's just feel like buying after trying it few times...

so this month of march i will have to control myself not to splurge on anything...not even a piece of secret recipe's cheesecakes...! wait and seelah..

today rantings..

2010-02-23T04:45:00.000-08:00

lama tak update blog ni...dekaT 2 bulan lebih...
apa nak buat..tak ada masa..kalau adapun busy buat kerja lain yang x penah abis..
so from january to february what did i do..?
entah..i lost count and i dont intend to count..
but i was really satisfied with my life now..
i think i did quite well in everything i do..
i hope i do better tomorrow, next week and next year..
i cant wait to finish my current studies so i can hop to the next level..

can i do it?
sure i can...i am very2 positive it will turn out very very well for me...
thts is my rantings for today..!
sangat sangat tidak ada idea...

my youngest brother wedding pics 201209

2010-01-03T04:48:00.000-08:00

today i'm wearing a scarf for my bro's big day...

mila, zahra nini and me at the pelamin

ahmad lutfi al linggi and his beautiful bride (my sis in law)

overall the wedding was a success..atleast 2000 peoples came...we sacrificed 2 cows, 4 goats, and 1500 egss for bunga telur. the menu : kambing golek, rendang daging, kari daging, paceri nenas, udang wth bamboo shoots, perut wth long beans and bubur kacang hijau wth durians as a dessert...it was a wonderful wedding eventhough i was exhausted melayani all the guests..one more wedding to go after this!

things tht i managed to do in disember 2009

2009-12-11T02:37:00.000-08:00

wth my friend aishah during annual dinner at allson klana resort..
1. i managed to finish my third semester of my masters..and get quite a good results.

2. i jadi 'invigilator' (dont know the spelling is correct or not..will check it out later) for stpm..and being paid for it eventhough i have to sacrifice half of my year end holidays..

3. have to do a lot of preparation for my youngest brother wedding on 20th disember 2009..hope he and the wife will be happy ever after.

4. clean up the garden..i neglected it so long..now it looked much much better.

5. looking for a nice dress for the wedding..got it! a nice red embroidery baju kurung pahang...bought it at Vera Lin boutique, Seremban 2. But the sarong was quite big..will alter it soon.

6. need to go for a holiday..but it was just planning..again and again couldnt go anywhere..maybe next year..sigh!

spm trial 2009

2009-08-16T17:56:00.000-07:00

spm trial 2009 for form 5 students has started today...the school is like kena langgar garuda...very quiet and serene..maybe because we just lost one of our resident or maybe because other students have been quarantined..they have to stay at home till wednesday...to avoid H1N1 from infecting others...thursday school will be goes on like usual....!

a very sad day...

2009-08-13T20:45:00.000-07:00

i dont know how to tell u but it was a D Day for all of us warga SMK Seri Pagi. First of all my warmest condolance to arwah Cikgu Rohaya family for her departure because of H1N1. She was a very bubbly and cheerful nice lady tht i ever know..and i am very2 sure tht u will be missed by all of us..yr friends and your students...

and because of sooo many students sick for the past few days..teachers also couldnt come to teach..the principle has decided to close our school till next wednesday...this is not the thing to celebrate although i always looking forward for a scool holiday..but not this one...definitely not like this...i cross my finger and pray that things will be okay soon...pls pray for everybody...

PMR Trial 2009

2009-08-03T19:06:00.000-07:00

PMR trial has started yesterday...i was assigned to observe the weaker class...mind u..the so called good classes they put them in a hall..yesterday they sat for Bahasa Melayu and Science paper..Bahasa Melayu also they couldnt do well apa lagi Science paper...today they have to sit for english...ermmmmmmm!
what i dont understand..they learn English for almost 11 years but they still could grasp the language...who is to be blamed? the teacher? parents? or themselves? i went to nasional schools throughout my life but eventhough my english not excellent but atleast i can speak and write...u can understand my writing rite? tht is the most important thing..people understand what u r trying to say...!!
imagine how the teacher felt when their student can just write back the question..no answer at all!
this is my entry after so long been absent from blogging world...no intention to announce my present..but hey im still alive..hehehe..somebody must be wondering what has happened to me after so long!hopefully....

quit???

2009-05-06T05:37:00.000-07:00

it has been so long...i miss u..and i really really miss u ...but i dont have the time..as usual it was a lame excuse to abandon u...just like that...i wish i can be like last time..was so free..was so cheerful....

i was thinking to leave u..contemplating with the though so many times..yes or no..but couldnt decided...tak sampai hati....but i even couldnt take care of myself let alone to handle u...so miserable...

what am i suppose to do now...please help me...who wants to help me..i dont know..i wish i can be more assertive...more confident...yet i was so confuse..

this is my journey..my diary...should i continue or should i stop...give me some time..take it or leave it...the final decision is all mine...

hellloooo ...!!

2009-02-19T06:16:00.000-08:00

1. hello everybody...actually i feel much much better today..thanks for the prayers my friend....
2. so sorry for not telling u that i was having quite a major operation 2 weeks ago to remove one of my internal organ that i wish not to tell what...hehehe
3. i'm on my 6 weeks medical leaves but i couldnt post anything interesting rite now...
4. did anybody tell u that drinking a snakehead fish tonic sucks?? yewww...but i have to drink that everyday.. a dozen bottles already infact...but it helps a lot!
5. i do visit your site from time to time eventhough i didnt leave any comment...not yet..let me recover first..kayy!
6. i lost weight!! i dont intend to because i always hoping to gain weight...sad!
7. i went through hell past few months but i accept that as dugaan from god..):
7. tell u what...cant wait to recover and do havoc again..till then..daaaaa...!

pray 4 me....

2009-01-26T20:56:00.000-08:00

1. i was sick
2. been warded in hospital for 6 days.
3. very low hameoglobin counts - had 2 pts of blood transfussion.
4. couldnt updating my blog for now - will update it later - when i'm a lil' bit ok
5. just pray for my recovery
6. thank u

The Year of 2009

2009-01-01T00:22:00.000-08:00

today is the 1st january 2009...everybody knows that ...i dont want to sound like a broken record and say that this year i want to do this and i want to do that...that is called a new year resolutions babe..but to look back i did achieve some of it..and i dont have any regret even if i didnt achieve anything...

for a start, i managed to be a runner up for the Blog Idol competition (sadly, i didnt win the first place but still grateful) organized by bluedreamer.... but at the same blog.. i've been interviewed by him as 'The Interesting Blog of The Month December'. U can read the post here. And this is the award that i received from him...thanks dude..

and today (very very excited) i will bring back a new car for me to drive...i can tell u that this will be a new year present for myself..what car? errr that i will blog about it later...a very good start...

yersterday morning i went to school for a meeting and the principle has given us a warning not to wear a pants (for ladies) even if we still consider ourself in a holiday because the school only will be opened on 5th january and i was one of the teacher who was wearing a pants...isk isk isk...not a good start....

then yesterday afternoon i went for my masters classes for the first time..i drove all the way from Seremban to Serdang...just after i reached the toll plaza my friend called and told me that the lecturer was still on leave till the 5th January...not a good start...

during the school meeting also i've been told that one of the counsellor is going to further her study in one of the collage and she will be taking one year off...that means more work to be distributed among us.....not a good start...

on the way home i saw a catfish...yes u read it right..a catfish wriggling on the road (i dont know how on earth it ended up on there)...i stopped my car..scooped up the fish and threw it in the small river nearby..i guess he was lucky!! it was a good start for the fish...atleast he was not end up in the cooking pot somewhere!

well..well..well.. eventhough in the beginning things doesnt sound so good (except for the catfish) i still insisted to be very very optimistic that everything will turn out ok at the end...pray with me buddy!

A Cow story....

2008-12-14T19:47:00.000-08:00

this is me...not related to the story i'm going to tell...ahaks.

euwwwww!!! this blog full of dust already....!!must do some clean up...ohhhh so lazy....school holidays near to end but i dont get to go anywhere..with floods and landslide everywhere i think i better snuggle up in my bed and just sleep through...atleast i wake up feel fresh! and i dont have to fork out money...with the current financial crisis and economic breakdown i think i should safe more money...yeah i feel quite guilty about my last shopping spree but that will be only for this year...2009 will be new year and new resolution...nahhhh dont believe that crap!

last eidul adha i went back to kampung...my beloved sister wanted to sacrifice a
cow for her family...i dont participate in the event because like normal people..i cant stand to see the blood splurting around eventhough some people seems to enjoy the moment...!but that is their choice rite..?

talking about 'korban' i remember one special incident happened to me few years ago...that time i just got my teaching job...so my mom persuaded me to buy a female
calf for some kind of investmnt...hehehe...she said in no time the cow will multiply..and i dont even have to lift a finger...somebody will take care of it for me...true enough after my baby got herself pregnat..but dont ask me who the father is! when the time was due..she got a problem in the delivery process...the baby's leg sticking out first so it got entagled (am i using the right word?)

we called the veterinar and god knows how he tried to save the mom-to-be and the baby but failed. i remembered somebody told my mom that they had to slaughter the cow..if not she would suffer a great deal...! listen to this advice,both of us..me and my mom cried our heart out...!ohhhh..i dont want to think and talk about ths anymore...i was really stressed that time and no matter what i'm not going rear any cow or goat again....!but i do think sometimes..if she survived that time i might be a rich woman by now...i may have 10 or 20 cows and if one cow cost about RM1800..ha u kira sendiri berapa! but for now...abuk pun takdak! i just buy the meat in supermarket and think about my cow...hehehe.

btw i manage to enter the final round of blog's idol contest at bluedreamer's place..and i need your help to vote for me atleast...i only get 2 votes so far compared to 8 votes by the other participants...ok thanks to u in advance! my choice of song is "SEE U AGAIN" by Miley Cyrus...arigato!

I Suppose To...

2008-11-25T03:33:00.000-08:00

a bouquet of flowers from somebody who is very dear to me... for my b'day..

i dont know what to blog today..but i do feel tired...i feel like to shut off my lappie forever...everyday i'm thinking to quit blogging but after a few days i do miss reading somebody's blogs and here i am...blogging!! but i do feel every bloggers have this feelings once a while in their lifetime...btw i have a lot of things to do right now but i dont know where or when to start...

i suppose to be enjoying my holiday but i have to invigilate...and i have to wake up early in the morning to collect exams paper from education department...ohh mannn!

i suppose to do some replanting at my garden but i dont have an energy to do it...

i suppose to plan a holiday with my family and i really looking forward to it but still couldn't find a suitable date and place...

i suppose to 'digital perm' my hair but i still dont know when i could do it...

i suppose to...i suppose to...i suppose to....argghhhhh...there is so much thing to do do in my head and time is running out!!!

i suppose to sent my car for a service but i'm too lazy to go to the workshop and wait...

but i managed to do some shopping in KLCC last week and bought myself a Dior sunglasses, Nokia N78 handphone and KaTHY vAN zEELAND handbag....i like!

Kathy Van zeeland Handbag...the promoter said it was from USA...x kisah la...!

Christian Dior Sunglasses...i'm thinking about sea, sun, and sand...its a hint!

Nokia N78...i hope this one will last long....*sigh*

An Amazing Story To Share.....

2008-11-14T21:38:00.000-08:00

Oct 05, 2008

The Norwegian newspaper VG has reported a truly amazing story about a
newly-wed trying to get to Norway to be with her husband, and the
stranger who helped pay an unexpected luggage surcharge.

The blog "Leisha's Random Thoughts" has translated the story.

It was 1988, and Mary Andersen was at the Miami airport checking in for
a long flight to Norway to be with her husband when the airline
representative informed her that she wouldn't be able to check her
luggage without paying a 100 dollars surcharge:

When it was finally Mary's turn, she got the message that would crush
her bubbling feeling of happiness.

-You'll have to pay a 103 dollar surcharge if you want to bring both
those suitcases to Norway , the man behind the counter said.

Mary had no money. Her new husband had travelled ahead of her to Norway,
and she had no one else to call.

-I was completely desperate and tried to think which of my things I
could manage without. But I had already made such a careful selection of
my most prized possessions, says Mary.

As tears streamed down her face, she heard a "gentle and friendly voice"
behind her saying, "That's okay, I'll pay for her." Mary turned around
to see a tall man whom she had never seen before.

-He had a gentle and kind voice that was still firm and decisive. The
first thing I thought was, Who is this man?

Although this happened 20 years ago, Mary still remembers the authority
that radiated from the man.

-He was nicely dressed, fashionably dressed with brown leather shoes, a
cotton shirt open at the throat and khaki pants, says Mary.

She was thrilled to be able to bring both her suitcases to Norway and
assured the stranger that he would get his money back. The man wrote his
name and address on a piece of paper that he gave to Mary. She thanked
him repeatedly. When she finally walked off towards the security
checkpoint, he waved goodbye to her.

Who was the man?
Barack Obama !!

Twenty years later, she is thrilled that the friendly stranger at the
airport may be the next President and has voted for him already and
donated 100 dollars to his campaign:

-He was my knight in shining armor, says Mary, smiling.

She paid the 103 dollars back to Obama the day after she arrived in
Norway. At that time he had just finished his job as a poorly paid
community worker* in Chicago, and had started his law studies at
prestigious Harvard university. Mary even convinced her parents to vote
for him:

In the spring of 2006 Mary's parents had heard that Obama was
considering a run for president, but that he had still not decided. They
chose to write a letter in which they told him that he would receive
their votes. At the same time, they thanked Obama for helping their
daughter 18 years earlier.

And Obama replied:
In a letter to Mary's parents dated May 4th, 2006 and stamped 'United
States Senate, Washington DC ', Barack Obama writes:

'I want to thank you for the lovely things you wrote about me and
for reminding me of what happened at Miami airport. I'm happy I could
help back then, and I'm delighted to hear that your daughter is happy in
Norway. Please send her my best wishes.
Sincerely, Barack Obama , United States Senator'.

The parents sent the letter on to Mary.

Mary says that when her friends and associates talk about the election,
especially when race relations is the heated subject, she relates the
story of the kind man who helped out a stranger-in-need over twenty
years ago, years before he had even thought about running for high
office.

Truly a wonderful story, and something that needs to be passed along in
the maelstorm of fear-and-smear politics we are being subjected to right
now.

UPDATE:
Thanks for the recommends, folks! Also, remember this was 1988, when
100 dollars was quite a bit of money, compared to today's value.

amazing huh??? i wish all of our politicians will do the same...some might have done it quitely and some will do it and let the whole world know about it by publishing it on papers.....:D

My Graduation Day...finally!

2008-10-31T05:35:00.000-07:00

My graduation day was held on 21st October 2008. It was one of my best birthday present for me ever...after 3 years of hardwork, joy and tears finally i was able to wear the robe and walk proudly on the stage to get my scroll...!

that was a memorable day in my life...and i almost cried when i sang the UPM's theme song...i still cant believe that i actually finished my studies...! eventhough i was quite sad not be able to get the first class honour degree and missed it just a few points..but it is not the end of the world for me...i must show it to my students that if i can do it so they are...

Greens, greens, greens....

2008-10-23T17:35:00.001-07:00

this my favourite hobby...gardening...all the plants i planted last school holidays and see what it has turned to...lovely!

my mustards leaf or sawi...so green and fresh..

my green chillies...hot and crunchy!

Flower of my eggplant...cant wait to see it turns to nice round purple fruit!

LadyFingers or Bendi...i will throw it in my fish curry...hmmm yummy!

Happy Birthday To U.....

2008-10-12T17:24:00.000-07:00

Gosh!!!! i'm getting older....!

post raya mood....

2008-10-09T03:03:00.000-07:00

class as usual....
work as usual....

but more counselling sessions now..it seems the students are getting restless as the year end getting nearer...they cant wait for holiday...so do i...they are playing truant but i cant do that...! i do take MC..already 5 days...my asthma getting worse...i always have flu and cough...the environment in the school make me sick...maybe because there's a construction going on...and i cant stand the dust...

sometimes i dont understand these kids behaviour..they come to school everyday but they dont learn anything...and they put the blame on the teachers...dont teach properly, always nagging at them, always pick on them, always this and always that...never put the blame on themselves...if u do what the teacher ask u to do..sure u wont get the scolding right? but as a counsellor i cant give advice...i just listen to their grouses and together we will fine a way to help them overcome their problem...but sometimes i cant help to give them some piece of my mind...this is against the theory and if Freud or Rogers or Albert Ellis know this they will ban me from couselling...nahhhh...they are long gone..hehe u know what i mean...hehehe...

want to share with u my raya experience but i think i'm not in the mood...maybe later..i have tons of assignment to do...anybody who wants to help me...pleaseeeee??

Pre-Eid-Ul-Fitr...!

2008-09-27T02:14:00.000-07:00

Send this eCard !

I want to wish all of my friends Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri....daaaa!

No nonsense ok...!

2008-09-21T18:10:00.000-07:00

with my former great prime minister...Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohamad..

i called my lecturer this morning...i wanted to ask her if she can postpone her classes this thursday to another day after hari raya...man..i dont like to do this but as a class monitor this is a request from friends...they said (me too) they have no mood to attend class...hari raya is getting near...so how to concentrate...i couldnt agree more...but this is what happened ;

w : assalamualaikum datin...
D : salam...who is this?
w : liza datin...
D : which liza?
w : errr from your masters class datin...
D : ohhhhh liza...yes liza..what can i do for u?
w : err datin...all of us had our presentation already datin...what we gonna do
for tomorrow?
D : Class as usual....
w : But what we gonna do datin...no more presentation to do...(still hopeful)
D : I think all of u should ask questions...maybe u can ask something that u not understand...hmm?
w : what about thursday...is class on as usual?(pleaseeeeee..)
D : yes..of course...my PA will cuti starting on wednesday..but i will be there
till friday...
w : (damn..!) ohh ok datin ..see u then tomorrow..(heartbroken by now)
D : hmmm...bye.

i think i'm not good in handling this matter...i think if the lecturer is a guy i can do better...hehehe! hey friends...u all need to find another class monitor next semester! and dont forget to bring your notes on tuesday and thursday...incase she's gonna bombard u with tough questions that u cannot answer...(what a raya this year...sigh!)

pssst...i am really looking forward for tomorrow for other good reason...payday!!! me getting one month salary bonus plus my full salary plus my tunggakan....about
xxK in total...! yippeeeeee!

What,s My Blogging Personality...?

2008-09-16T20:27:00.000-07:00

Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant-Garde

You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.

You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.

Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.

You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.

What's Your Blogging Personality?

i got this from azra @ angel's place...same prediction as hers but i think the last sentence is not true...ever since i put up this blog almost a year ago...i didnt change a thing!! i wish i can do that but i am afraid i will mess up everything...so better play safe than sorry!

Bad At Love..I think u are lucky!

2008-09-09T17:21:00.000-07:00

Award From Bluedreamer...thanks!

As a love and attraction coach, I hear some interesting comments from people: I'm too fat to be in a relationship. I'm too busy to fall in love. I'm too picky to get a guy/gal. As if fat, busy or picky people all spend their lives alone!

In fact, I've had friends who were all of these all at the same time-and still found themselves in great relationships. To be accurate, they didn't find themselves in great relationships. They put themselves there.

And you can too.

Now let's consider being "bad at love." I've heard this countless times. What does it mean to be bad at love? I can tell you what many people think it means.

People who claim they're bad at love say they don't know the secrets and tricks of making someone love them. (Pay special attention to words like tricks and making.) They believe they're not enough: smart enough, sexy enough, thin enough, cagey enough, experienced enough, sophisticated enough, wealthy enough, etc.

Sound familiar? There are about fifty more attributes I could have added, but you get the point. People think they are not enough.

Except when they think they are too much.

Too fat, too smart, too dumb, too poor, too wealthy, too sophisticated, too picky, too distrustful, too much to handle, too busy at work, too close their family, or their friends, or their hometown, or....

And some people believe they're both too much and not enough. "I'm too brainy and not sexy enough" is the frequent cry of women, while men seem partial to the "too honest and not rich enough" lament.

What's yours?

p/s i did quite ok in the exams...there were lots of 'toyol' helping me...hehehe (paraphrase from abanglong)...nahhhhh! i wasnt cheating..but the lecturer quite sporting to let us did some smallllllll discussion when he was not looking! after that he told us..."thats a sign of matured thinking!" bisa kan?

Ist week of September....

2008-09-01T20:30:00.000-07:00

Fasting month has finally arrived...but life goes on as usual...still have to go to school but this time with sleepy eyes...if i dont look sleepy means i already 'terbabas'...no sahur laaa...!

nothing much happen in school also...SPM exams trial is on...quite boring to sit in the class doing nothing...how many round u can do in 2 hours? but to see the students struggling doing their paper has made me thinking about my younger years...i hate exams (but who dont)...i feel lucky i managed to pass all that turbulent years with some gliches here and there...and now i am proud of myself..but if i can turn back time i think i will do better....:D

oh yeah..talking about exam has reminded me of something...i also will have to sit for it this sunday...u read it right..the paper will be on sunday...so no weekend for me...thanks Dr.S...u make my day...sigh! alamakkkk...so lazy to study la..!

No Idea...

2008-08-24T18:28:00.000-07:00

i just finished enjoying my school break..its time to go work again...to tell u the truth, i cant wait to go to school again...there is so much things to do and yet so little time i got..sound so busy huh..but i bet all of u also feels that way..sometimes i wish i have more than 24 hours in a day but it's impossible..sometimes times fly very fast sometimes it is so slow...in my case, i need more time..i have to juggle my time between work and study...it was different when i was a full time student...so carefree and i was enjoying it every moment...sigh...!

but i managed to go to Melaka and attended my cousin's wedding...:D

with my beloved sis...

Selamat Pengantin Baru.....

and i really have no idea at this moment...thats why i put it as my title above...!and for TSS...thanks for encouraging me to write this post..your comment had made me going!

10 SIGNS YOUR EX WANTS YOU BACK!!!

2008-08-12T22:24:00.000-07:00

maybe this incident has happened to any of u...he dumped u for other woman and then something strucked his head hard and out of sudden he realized that u are the ones he wanted...so be careful...u might come and run back to his arms again but u might not...but these are the signs that your ex wants u back..whether u wants him back is up to u.. as for me u can go for good...no second chance offered...if u can do that once u can do it one the other time...sorry dude!

1- He makes an effort to improve him or herself. To let you know they are doing their best to make themselves more attractive for you. This might include working out issues in your relationship, improving their appearance, getting a better job or working overtime/second job to become more financially stable, committing to personal/spiritual growth, becoming more sociable, etc.

2- If He wants you back, you can tell because He doesn't act the same with you, He is being friendlier. He starts to act the same as when you first started dating.

3- He has not looked for or formed any new relationships.

4- He has kept the communication lines open and has told you that they will remain open as long as you want.

5- He has extended an invitation to you to situations that bring you together with no strings attached.

6- He has let you know about the efforts they have made or are making to be a better person. He makes nice comments about what you wear and how you look.

7- He frequently makes phone calls, Internet messages or text messages you.

8- He Frequently tries to get your attention or start up a conversation.

9- He follows you around, but not in a stalking kind of way.

10- He can't keep their eyes off you!

These are just some of the signs your ex wants you back. Even if you have not received these signs yet. There is still a chance it might not be over. It may too early after the breakup to have received any of these signs.

but babes...there are so many drop dead gorgeous guys out there...and even if they dont look like a greek god, i am sure there are other better qualities/personalities
these guys can offer u...so dont waste your time!!

hey...dont let me influence your decision okay!

WHY WOMEN ARE SO SPECIAL...

2008-07-31T17:05:00.000-07:00

Mum and Dad were watching TV when Mum said, 'I'm tired, and it's getting late. I think I'll go to bed.' She went to the kitchen to make sandwiches for the next day'slunches.. Rinsed out the popcorn bowls, took meat out of the freezer for supper the following evening, checked the cereal box levels, filled the sugar container, put spoons and bowls on the table and started the coffee pot for brewing the next morning.

She then put some wet clothes in the dryer, put a load of clothes into the washer, ironed a shirt and secured a loose button. She picked up the game pieces left on the table, put the phone back on the charger and put the telephone book into the drawer.
She watered the plants, emptied a wastebasket and hung up a towel to dry. She yawned and stretched and headed for the bedroom.

She stopped by the desk and wrote a note to the teacher, counted out some cash for the excursion and pulled a text book out from hiding under the chair. She signed a birthday card for a friend, addressed and stamped the envelope and wrote a quick note for the grocery store. She put both near her bag.

Mum then washed her face with 3 in 1 cleanser, put on her Night Solution & age fighting moisturizer, brushed and flossed her teeth and filed her nails. Dad called out, 'I thought you were going to bed.' 'I'm on my way,'she said. She put some water into the dog's dish and put the cat outside, then made sure the doors were locked and the patio light was on.

She looked in on each of the kids and turned out their bedside lamps and radios, hung up a shirt, threw some dirty socks into the basket,and had a brief c onversation with the one up still doing homework.In her own room, she set the alarm; laid out clothing for the next day, straightened up the shoe rack. She added three things to her 6 most important things to do list. She said her prayers, and visualized the accomplishment of her goals.

About that time, Dad turned off the TV and announced to no one in particular. 'I'm going to bed.' And he did...without another thought. Anything extraordinary here?

Wonder why women live longer...? 'CAUSE THEY ARE MADE FOR THE LONG HAUL...... (and we can't die sooner, we still have things to do!!!!)

feel like quitting....

2008-07-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

with fellow counselor...

my dear friends,
so sorry for not frequently posting anything on my blog lately...i am not buzy...i am not sick...i am not going anywhere...i feel like quite blogging altogether..it was frustrating...so frustrating...more frustrating than...err when my second boyfriend leave me for another woman...btw thanks for leaving me...u didnt deserve to be with me at all...!

it is just,my internet connection is running at the pace of a tortoise (sorry mr tortoise..doesnt mean to insult you). so eventually, blogging can make such a headache..i am not really a patient person you see?

i hate to say this again and again...but until stremyx solves this problem i couldnt update myself with the latest news lately..and i cannot visit my favourites blogs too...so please do something about this okayyyyy!!!

BTW..while i can put my fingers on my blog (dont know when i can see u again.)i went to my university healthcentre last tuesday to do my medical check up..after rushing myself from school i managed to reach there on time but to be told there was water distruption so no medical check up can be done on that day...how was that?

then the next day...wednesday actually...i leaved school quite late because we had extra co-curriculum activities...i made an appointment at 2pm...but when i reached there around 2.20pm ..the nurse who incharge at the front said i cannot do it because too many people aLREADY! damned!

finally i managed to get things done on thursday...my advice is...................
if u have high blood pressure..please dont do this stunt at home! not relevant??? who cares!!!

Marital Counselling

2008-06-25T01:40:00.000-07:00

A husband and wife went for counseling after 20 years of marriage. When asked what the problem was, the wife went into a passionate, painful tirade, listing every problem they had ever had in the 20 years they had been married.

She went on and on and on: neglect, lack of intimacy, emptiness, loneliness, feeling unloved and unlovable; an entire laundry list of unmet needs she had endured over the course of their marriage.

Finally, after allowing this to go on for a sufficient length of time, the therapist got up, walked around the desk and, after asking the wife to stand, embraced and kissed her passionately as her husband watched with a raised eyebrow. The woman shut up and quietly sat down as though in a daze.

The therapist turned to the husband and said, "This is what your wife needs at least three times a week. Can you do this?"

The husband thought for a moment and replied, "Well, I can drop her off here on Mondays and Wednesdays, but on Fridays, I fish."

feel not so good

2008-06-19T06:04:00.000-07:00

i'm on my medical leave for 2 days..having a cough, flu and asthmatic at the same time...couldnt feel any worse than this...

had received my examination result few days ago...i should celebrate it but instead i felt totally disappointed...manage to get 3A's and 1A-...another dean's list in my folder...thats a good result but my gpa stated there 3.746..i missed 0.004 points to make me the recipient of the first class honour student...the point is...i didnt make it...! it was so frustrating..i dont mind if i missed few points but another 0.004?

ooooohhhhhh man....!!!

not in the mood to do anything right now...

pssst...coz i didnt get...nobody also get...

New School New Stories

2008-06-10T02:06:00.000-07:00

Today i'm going to tell u about my new school...its a big school..about 1700 students and about 105 teachers..has 2 sessions..and as u know i'm in the morning session. when u are new there.. you'll encounter new people, new school subjects, new activities, and many more colleagues than you're used to...but i'm not complain..going to learn everything fast!

with my sis at KLIA-waiting for mom back from umrah-always bz wth her pda

this school of mine (and proud of it eventhough i'm still new...hey u suppose to love your working place right?)has a nice environment...the students are well behaved eventhough some of them quite mischievous (but they are still under control) not like my former school...the principle is a very nice lady..very simple and has good PR wth her staffs, the senior assistants all three of them also ladies (what happen to other species huh?)also very nice to me...quite helpful and hopefully it will last because the last thing i want to do is fight and have a bad relationship with all of them..( just dont provoke me..sigh)..the other 2 lady counsellors(yes another lady) also very nice and i think i can get along very well wth them...

but one funny incident (or pathetic?) has happened on my first day in school...one lady teacher from other races ( i think she was shocked to see me ) had asked me whether i'm a malay..then i told her that i was a pure breed of malay descendants... she asked me why i didnt wear a scarf..well i said i always without one so why bother to wear it now...she then politely tell me to be prepared if the principle asked me to wear it one day because she already asked all the female students to cover up... well..thanks for the advice but i told her let them ask me first...

( i think she just want to warn me, nothing else) but to tell u the truth that incident wont affect me at all because it has happened to me so many times and now i'm immune to it already...hehehe... and u know what... i think i'm going to LOVE this school...thats the most important thing...love this school..yeah especially when u can go back 1 hour early compared to a single session schools...that means i have time ample time to go for my masters classes...great!

Top 5 Best Diary Blog

2008-05-31T04:17:00.000-07:00

i've been disappearing again..no...i did not going anywhere...just relaxing at home doing things i love like reading my friend's blogs, reading political blogs ( lots of things happening lately in my beloved country so i dont want to be left out) do little bit of decorating and gardening...i must do this before 9th June...why u may ask? because i will be a full time counsellor in school and i pretty damn sure it will take a hell lot of my time...!

then during my visits i found out in Bluedreamer's site that i have won this award...TOP 1 Best Diary Blog! i must say i was quite speechless and surprised! i dont know how he evaluates or how he chose the 5 blogs but i definitely feel flattered...thank you blue...! i owe u one...hehehe!

and oh ya...before i forget..i want to tell u that i heard from my colleague (new friend of mine..buddy counselor too)that the school has posted me in the morning session...oh my...i feel really blessed...wish me luck ( i know u would) because i will report for duty this monday...will tell u more about this new school soon...why am i sweating now? erkkkkk....

Good News!

2008-05-18T22:02:00.000-07:00

i have few good news to share with you today....
first of all...i have finished doing my practical thingy in school! wow..time flies very fast i couldnt believe it's already 3 months!
i have done my final reports (thats why i couldnt write new post for my blog, azazura)and will submit to my lecturer this week...

secondly.... i got an offer letter to continue my study in my present university...i will be doing a master of science in Sociology...the class will be started in july...i'm so scared because this time i will be doing it all alone without my friends...but i am sure i can do it just fine...it will be tough to study and work at the same time...but with my family support and encouragement things will get easier...hopefully..

Thirdly...jeng!jeng!jeng! i received my posting letter on Teacher's Day...the school will be in Senawang.. its about 20 kilometres from my home! oh my...this is the best present i ever received on Teachers Day and i bet it was better than all the incentives the government going to give to all teachers this year...now i can sleep peacefully and enjoy my 3 weeks holidays...!the only worries i had is..(kalau takde tak sah kan?) this school has 2 sessions...and i dont know where the admin will put me yet..there are pros and cons...but i do hope they will put me in the morning session...now i'm crossing my finger!

with my former students...they are cute and cheerful.

finally i am really glad that everything turns out well for me...thank god...! and firends...thank you for your prayer and i do believe it worked!

How To Keep A Woman Happy?

2008-05-08T05:57:00.000-07:00

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It's not difficult... i tell you.... All you have to do is to be:

1. A friend
2. A companion
3. A lover
4. A brother
5. A father
6. A master
7. A chef
8. An electrician
9. A carpenter
10. A plumber
11. A mechanic
12. A decorator
13. A stylist
14. A gynecologist
15. A psychologist
16. A pest exterminator
17. A psychiatrist
18. A healer
19. A good listener
20. An organizer
21. A good father
22. Very clean
23. Sympathetic
24. Athletic
25. Warm
26. Attentive
27. Gallant
28. Intelligent
29. Funny
30. Creative
31. Tender
32. Strong
33. Understanding
34. Tolerant
35. Prudent
36. Ambitious
37. Capable
38. Courageous
39. Determined
40. True
41. Dependable
42. Passionate ( i love this most! )

WITHOUT FORGETTING TO:

43. Give her compliments regularly ( why not?)
44. Love shopping (pleaseeee...)
45. Be honest (dont let me catch you!)
46. Be very rich (not necessary very rich...just rich will do also hehehe)
47. Not stress her out (of course!)
48. Not look at other girls (kick u..!)

AND AT THE SAME TIME, YOU MUST ALSO:
49. Give her lots of attention, but expect little yourself
50. Give her lots of time, especially time for herself
51. Give her lots of space, never worrying about where she goes

IT IS VERY IMPORTANT NOT TO FORGET:
52. Birthdays
53. Anniversaries
54. Arrangements she makes

Just merely 54 demands ... :-) very very easy huh?

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HOW TO MAKE A MAN HAPPY!!! :

1. Leave him in peace
2. Feed him well.
3. Let him have the remote control.

Oh my god !! 3 demands ... :-(

Men.... What a DEMANDING creature !!!
Hahaha guys…don’t get angry with me!!!

What Teachers Make

2008-04-30T07:24:00.000-07:00

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Found this in my email box..would like to share it with u though..especially if u also a teacher like me...

The dinner guests were sitting around the table discussing life.

One man, a CEO, decided to explain the problem with education. He argued, 'What's a kid going to learn from someone who decided his best option in life was to become a teacher?'

He reminded the other dinner guests what they say about teachers: 'Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach.'

To stress his point he said to another guest;
'You're a teacher, Bonnie. Be honest. What do you make?'

Bonnie, who had a reputation for honesty and frankness replied, 'You want to know what I make? (She paused for a second, then began...)

'Well, I make kids work harder than they ever thought they could.

I make a C+ feel like the Congressional Medal of Honor.

I make kids sit through 40 minutes of class time when their parents can't make them sit for 5 without an I Pod, Game Cube or movie rental.

You want to know what I make?' (She paused again and looked at each and every person at the table.)

''I make kids wonder.

I make them question.

I make them apologize and mean it.

I make them have respect and take responsibility for their actions.

I teach them to write and then I make them write. Keyboarding isn't everything.

I make them read, read, read.

I make them show all their work in math. They use their God given brain, not the man-made calculator.

I make my students from other countries learn everything they need to know in English while preserving their unique cultural identity.

I make my classroom a place where all my students feel safe.

I make my students stand, placing their hand over their heart to say the Pledge of Allegiance to the Flag, One Nation Under God, because we live in the United States of America.

Finally, I make them understand that if they use the gifts they were given, work hard, and follow their hearts, they can succeed in life.'

(Bonnie paused one last time and then continued.)

'Then, when people try to judge me by what I make, with me knowing money isn't everything, I can hold my head up high and pay no attention because they are ignorant... You want to know what I make?

I MAKE A DIFFERENCE . What do you make Mr.. CEO?'

His jaw dropped, he went silent.

TGIF

2008-04-24T22:22:00.000-07:00

Thanks God It's Friday! i am really looking forward for the weekend...after battling the wars for 5 consecutive days i must admit that i need rest very badly....i need to free myself from all the problems that haunted me days and nights...just give me my 2 precious days and i will be recharged again to a new person on Monday!

Finally my suffering days almost over! i manage to do all the reports..i manage to click enough hours (infact it's more than enough..almost double up from the required time..) i manage to finish the observations or inspections in counseling and Moral Education...In fact my lecturer was very satisfied with my teaching he gave me an A for Moral...but for my counselling i think i did a good job too..she didnt tell me exactly what will i get but i think the least i can get is A- ...and i need a good recommendation from my school to top up the marks ...but whatever it is i'm still hoping i can get an A...not less than that...!

i have 3 weeks to go...and now my heart beats like a drum everytime i think about my posting...i heard no vacancy for counsellor posts in Seremban and Port Dickson...The Ministry of education might send me to Bahau, Kuala Pilah or Tampin....huh...i dont care wherever it is as long i still can traveldaily from my place...that's all i can ask for now...so friends..please pray for me..pray i wont be sending too far away from my hometown. some of u might said i should go and serve wherever place they want to send like any good civil servant..."Sedia Berkhidmat Untuk Negara"

mind u..i already did that when i first came out as a primary school teacher...i've been sent to a remote area for 2 years without any good transportation system
( i have to tumpang some makcik felda settler's motorbike to go to the teachers' quarters every monday morning), no telephone coverage...(except the one which use solar system for their office hehehe..) but thank god the place still have an electricity and clean water to drink and bath... sometimes there would be no electricity few times a week..and the water tap runs dry most of the time...i wonder how i can survive all those years in that place...sigh!

i dont want to go through that all over again...I DONT WANT! just send the younger ones ok? i'm too old (eventhough i still look young...hehehe) for that kind of adventures already...nuff said!

My Life As A Trainee Counsellor

2008-04-14T01:36:00.000-07:00

well..i must say it was not easy...no job in this world is easy...the most hardest part is to wake up early in the morning....but that one also not so bad compared to the routine... u have to go to school everyday be it rain or shine...no escape...no excuses...6 or 7days a week ( we go to school on Saturdays and Sundays too )...sometimes have to be in the school at night..taking care of students ..attending talks, motivational camps and whatsoever...am i complaining? yes...

some says we are lucky..we have long holidays during semester breaks..but not to be cherished anymore...during the precious holidays we have to attend course, go to school to supervise, take the students to visit places and so on...am i complaining? yes...

but i think as a trainee it gonna be worse than that...i have to give individual counselling for 45 hours, group counselling for 35 hours, administration jobs for 35 hours and guidance activities for another 35 hours...total 150 hours within 12 weeks..! i have to teach Moral education to 37 students in Form 1 (minor subject)and i have to relief other teachers' classes atleast 2 hours a day...am i complaining? yes...

then i should put all the blame to myself..who ask me to further study at the first place? ME..who ask me to take half pay leave for 3 years to study? ME...who ask me to leave all the comfort i got during my years in primary school? ME...all me, me, and me...nobody else to blame...

and during this 12 weeks..i need to be observed by two lecturers...one for my counselling course and one for my Moral education...it was very stressful to think when will they come and observe me..it can be at any time of the day...and do i prepare myself well when they coming....? ohhh...i just cant wait to finish my training...!

and to listen to all the grouses, the problems from the students can be very stressfull sometimes.. i always try to put myself in their shoe..try to be empathy and at the same time try to help them to solve their problem...and you know what? kids nowadays are not like kids during my teenage years...they did the most unthinkable things and sometimes i was speechless with their bold statement....well..i just good at complaining...right?

whatever it is..i just need to be patient...only 4 weeks to go and i will be free.....atleast for few weeks...then i can be a full time counsellor...the stress will still be there, the workload will still be there i know but when u a not a trainee anymore...the feeling is not the same...the only soothing words i got was from Dr.F...he was in my school last week to observe me teaching..and he told me that i was born to be a teacher...that i have the patience and i have worked really hard to make sure the students learnt and at the same time acheieved all the objectives...he really make my day and for a while i think all my hard work has been paid off...thank u dr...

OH GOD...please let me be a good counsellor....!

Uh uh...How Sexually Appealing Am I?

2008-04-07T02:20:00.000-07:00

A soul from Venus with a sexual appeal 8.9 of 10.

Guys hold your breath...

Lets101 - Online Dating

i took the test out of curiosity and i think and i think...uh uh i dont know what i suppose to think...the test said i score 8.9 out of 10...hahaha..it made me laugh! i dont know i can be sooooo appealing!! (shut up waliz!)

ok, ok...why dont u try out and let me know whether you look "appealing" enough or not! but for me the most important thing is how you carry yourself...you can be aapealing to some but not to others....i dont want to be labelled as 'GEDIK'...you know what i mean? no...??? ahhhh...you cannot find this word in wikipedia or Kamus Dewan Bahasa either....anybody can help me to explain?

meanwhile i want to use this opportunity to share a quotes/poem from Mother Theresa...i think its beautiful.....here it is..

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.

-Mother Theresa-

My Blog Review...:D

2008-04-01T04:39:00.000-07:00

My blog has been reviewed by Shen ...!! I was very excited and extremely happy when i got an email from him to tell that WalizDiary has been reviewed! Following here is the review he has been made for my blog and I am very grateful with his straight forward opinion about my humble blog... if you like to have your blog reviewed by him, just give him a visit...Thank you so much Shen! please read the following comment...

The Secret is one of the favorite books of this blog's author. Well maybe it is the same movie which I have watched a month ago which reveals about how to use your perception in order to be successful and is in fact a very truthful fact. "WalizDiary" is a site which covers the diary and journal of Waliz.

Waliz is a counselor by occupation, a beautiful girl from Malaysia who loves reading, gardening, blogging, cooking, shopping, travelling, and eating. Anyway before I forgot that I am reviewing her blog and not her let me begin how I see this blog of Waliz.

First of all you can see the amount of effort exerted in every post that was made in this blog. The pictures definitely tells hundred of stories and is a captured memory of the author's moment. She also shares various view points and stories which she finds interesting.

If you want to know her then you must also view her post entitled, "Knowing Me, Knowing You" where she answered a typical survey question that is usually passed on from user to user.

The downside however of her blog is on the narrow layout of the template which is only 2 columns and I think that it can further be improved. Overall, the layout is simple and is fairly decent.

She also enjoys a lot of readers and comments in her every post as well as lots of awards from fellow bloggers. Thus, I can deduce that she is very friendly and hope that we can be friends as well.

A personal blog with a twist and mind you this one is not cluttered with ads and money making widgets... truly a blog for personal satisfaction and sharing of her life to others.

SITE RATINGS:

Layout - 6

Content - 8

Coherence - 9

Reach - 6

Readability - 8

Overall Rating - 7.4

not bad huh? i definitely will try to improve this baby of mine from time to time...but for now i'm happy as it is ( more afraid to touch it incase i will lose everything hehehe) ..but if anybody willing to help me to redesign it or to change the template and colum to 3 for free..i will be very happy to accept the offer! lollll! thanks again shennnnnnn....!

Le Tour De Langkawi

2008-03-22T04:30:00.000-07:00

during last school holidays i was in Langkawi, 99 island in the sun..Langkawi Island is located just off the coast of North Western Malaysia, about 30 km from Kuala Perlis and 51 km from Kuala Kedah and close to Thailand... The archipelago of Langkawi contains 99 islands during high tide whereas during low tide, the number of islands can be as many as 104...so many huh? Sanctuary of some of the most ancient rainforests in the world, they are teeming with exotic flora and fauna... Langkawi Island itself is the largest among the archipelago, measuring about 478.5 sq km, is the only one with any real settlement... It fringed by lovely beaches scattered along its coast..i went to Pantai Chenang and Pantai Pasir Hitam.. The island is still very much a rural landscape with villages and paddy fields... here i want to share with you some of the pictures taken during my holidays....

This is where i stayed..Aseania Hotel Resorts..it has a 154.4 meters swimming pool complete with wavepool, slides and lazy river. (Longest swimming pool in Malaysia..nice stay..:D

Langkawi Island's landmark! Lang means "eagle" in english as i been told by the locals...

At the jetty in Kuala Perlis...reached there around 7.15 am...thts the explanation on why no make up on my face...hmmm

The Langkawi Bird Park at Kampung Belanga Pecah which has 2,500 birds from 150 species...i fed the canaries with some seeds...so tame!

At Telaga Harbour Park...i wished i was the owner of those magnificent boats...sigh...

at our former prime minister gallery..Tun Dr. Mahathir Mohammad...u should see all the gifts he got during his premiership..

See the breathtaking beautiful view behind of me...

a beautiful panorama from the cable car...6000 ft over 500 million year old rainforest...very scary! you get a good view of the Telaga Tujuh (seven's well..actually it is a waterfall..

at the skywalk...u can go there only by cable car...it was very high i tell you...!

Island hopping time! posing is a must...hahaha!

Pulau Dayang Bunting..if u look closely u will find out the island looks like a pregnant woman who is lying on her back...there's a legend about ths island but i wont tell u here...its quite a long story..but some people believe the water of the lake possesses some mystical power of helping barren women to bear children...

at tasik dayang bunting entrance..the cute baby monkey was very interested with my Guess handbag! good choice babe...

paddling solar boat at Tasik Dayang Bunting..it was an unforgetabble experience!

Eagles feeding time...wow... the birds are really spectacular...

that is all i can share with u...opps before i forget..langkawi also is a duty-free shopping haven offering an attractive range of local and imported goods for those with a yen for shopping. Most of the island's shopping establishments can be found in and around Kuah...i bought lots of chocolates, batiks and diningware for myself....i hope i can go for more holidays after this...maybe in May???? and after all the sightseeing, shopping and visiting i feel lucky i bought a plane ticket to go home....lalala...